Hello, I have improved things a little since being on here last. I have managed to do the closing cost on my house. But I have to get the house repaired. Its sort of falling apart in some areas. I have a leak in the roof and plumbing problems and electric problems and walls and exterior. I have to come up with money to pay someone to repair all those things. But i am so grateful to know that i am on my way to having a secure home, something i never had growing up.I lived here for 14 years paying rent and I will have to pay the morgage for 10 years. I have been raising my 7 children in this home mostly.Three of them are grown and gone 4 more still live at home.Its not much but we call it home.THank you to anyone that reads my words. I seem to feel the weight of this house in my heart daily, but I get up and continue on and do the best I can do for the day.I never give up hope. I have been through many of life's storms and came through I also pull a positive out of all the negative experiences I have been through.